I don't feel like I am myself lately, after this therapy session, it almost feels like my heart fell. The relief, but the fear I feel, it's almost sickening.

I spilled myself up and told them everything. Everything, and honestly, I feel like that was a bad mistake. I admitted to things I shouldn't have mentioned in the first place.

Who exactly am I? What exactly are my intentions? I don't even know anymore. I have fueled so much rage, so much... Confusion. All I am is lost, my bones, skull, ribcage and body feel like a cage, a cage that I will never escape.

I only beg for mercy, and for "God" to relieve my decayed soul. I do not wish to hurt myself, I cannot escape this cage.

Please.

Please, I only ask for mercy.

I am sick. I do not wish to suffer anymore.

Fuck you.